i have the blahs

i just feel fried.

i really want to write a nice long clever witty post, because i’ve been reading lots of good writing lately.

i think i don’t have it in me right now.

i don’t know how people who work 2 jobs do it. i feel like such a baby for saying that too.

i’m tired, and it’s all i can do to not run out and get takeout for every meal.

i haven’t been to yoga class in weeks. i’m trying to go running a couple times a week, and i do go to swim class and walk at least 1 mile per day when i take the bus and train to work. but it’s a far cry from my 5x week exercise routine.

right now it’s only 9:45 pm and i’m going to just go crawl into bed and watch tv.

maybe i just need a night of nothing… tv and rest and turning off the brain. we’ll see.